Well.........
I posted yesterday afternoon about me and my depression. I have to say I am overwhelmed with the reaction in such a short space of time.
Not only did my hits hop up in hundreds during the night, but I also had people get in touch who I haven't heard from in a while. Overall, the messages have been extremely supportive and positive, and it's amazing to know that my story has given people strength in some way. But a few wondered if it would be better to keep this element of my life more private, as it's a difficult thing to deal with.
Firstly, I would like to say thank you for your concern. But I promised myself when writing this blog that I would be open and honest. This for me, is a type of therapy where I can tell everyone and no one at the same time.
If I can be so open about what my bowels are up to, why can't I also talk about what my mind is up to? After all, it's all part of the person that I am.
I'd also like to point out that at no point have I been on anti-depressants - it's not that I believe they don't work, I just don't think they have been right for me. And throughout my life I have (and will) find ways to help me get through the really shitty times.
All in all, I am a generally cheery person with a positive outlook on life and my Crohn's...but I am also only human and I can't be strong all the time.
Thanks again though to people who have got in touch - it means a lot that not only do you take the time to read my blog, but to reach out and contact me because of that makes it all the more worthwhile.
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"Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength."